- 1 0 年前最佳解答
Give dear joel ~~
I am uncertain you are while reading this letter, much overly everything that will be angry, does not even forgive me .
Want to tell you , present my life is very happy , because you have changed. Though day still feels that there is a good fortune the same as before. I treasure this kind of feeling very much! But perhaps the psychology has a kind of baffled fear , so the mistake that once made to oneself in order to retaliate against you is unwilling to let go of hands all the time. The psychology wants to have one perhaps balanced! Because does not think of and let oneself become the only victim, oneself in this way psychology will just be better than any. In charge of its ~~Whether it is like this. But later on I find , my individual character is unsuitable to do such a thing at all. I am easy you and I love our child too ~~" treasuring" is me from get married to now to insist on all the time . Though disturbance is a story begun from that marriage crisis ….. But does not think about just because this that can test the emotion of you and me by this in crisis. Now, you do not know without me through testing. But the only one that can be affirmed is that I am own through finishing testing. I have confirmed I loves you so deeply . 以上
- 1 0 年前
To dear Joel~~
I'm not sure when you read this, if you would be understanding or just feeling angry more than anything else.
I want you to know, I'm very happy with my life now, because you have changed. Although it doesn't seen like it had changed much, but I feel a lot more happiness, and I really treasure this feeling.
Before, unknown fear still comes up from time to time; and that might be the reason why I couldn't let the mistake I made go, even thought I did that just to get even with you... Because I didn't want to be the only one who was hurt; I thought I'll feel better if I got my revenge.
Whether if that's the case or not, it doesn't matter to me anymore. I realized that is not who I am. I love you and our children, and I want to cherish our life forever since the day we got married. It caused crisis to our marriage; and because of this, we're able to look into our heart and see how we really feel about each other. I'm not sure about you, but I now know how deeply I still in love with you........
2007-02-02 02:20:44 補充：
Good luck~~ I hope things will work well between you & your husband...參考資料： myself